I feel sorta weird. In the last few weeks, I've done it all: Lost/Won soccer games, had good or bad practices, didn't make the dance team, do homework, skip it, go dancing at the grange, go camping, babysit kids and figure how bad I am at it, I've fought with friends, got my crush to talk to me, have my little brother lose his tooth, ect. But now that I look back on those things, I realize one thing: I haven't been posting.
I've been trying, so extra points there. It's just inspiration for something longer to post about wasn't coming. Right now, I'm in a time of high inspiration, though, so it's darn well time to get one of these out here. *Inhales slowly* Here we go.
In my life, it's actually been pretty boring, so we won't start there. Actually, I doubt we'll even reach the location today.
Instead, I'm going to start with books. As some of you know, I love to read. Fewer know that my two favorite series' are The Unearthly Series and The Vampire Academy Series (give or take on a few, plus Bloodlines). But I recently got my hands on a book called Entwined . . .
*coughi'mnotreallythebestjudgeofthiscough* And it was the most amazing book eva! (Ever, for you peoples who don't understand slang :P) I love the names (in alphabetical order, oldest to youngest, and all names on plants or flowers): Azalea (<--Main character), Bramble, Clover, Delphinium, Evening Primrose (Eve), Flora, Goldenrod, Hollyhock, Ivie, Jessamine, Kale, and Lily. All twelve sisters (this is the 12 dancing princesses, after all) are portrayed beautifully, each with their own striking personality. Overall, a magnificent tale with a great spin, and I would definitely recommend it to anyone, though if you don't like it don't come runnin' to me about it. That wouldn't end well, surely not . . .
Some would ask if I'd read the book again, but sadly, I'm not the rereading type anymore, so it might be hard. I do, however, agree that if I was still someone who read my books over and over, this would have the highest talies, though((:
I also read Angel, from the Maximum Ride series, and I'm glad this one wasn't as dim as the few before it. 'Cuz they were just . . . sad. No need to go further.
I'm also going to reread East, an excellent book I read as a fourth grader when my mom was inserting me into the young adult stuff (I told you I was advanced), but back then I didn't have the appreciation for it. Plus, when first starting my reading I was really a skim-the-details reader, so I honestly don't remember much other than the plotline. It'll be fun--That much I know :)
Well, I hope this post maybe gave you some insight on some amazing books (Sorry for the Angel one; It really was good! Just wish it held the perfectness in the first two...Well, the author has some time to make up for it I suppose for the finale, Nevermore) and that you all pick them out, and enjoy them! :)
Thursday, May 10, 2012
Wednesday, April 18, 2012
According to my clock, it's been 5:58 for 5 poor minutes. AM. Well, technically, they were off two different clocks (one I set ahead so I get up a few minutes early and can sleep in using those few minutes, and the other is my laptop), but still. I thought it was an interesting fact for the early morning.
Next? Well, something surprising may be that I'm skipping the whole 8th grade. It'll certainly be fun--because it means I can go straight to high school next year. And the best is my smartness doesn't finish there--I'll be taking sophmore/junior classes WITH my now few freshmen classes. Also, with my special arrangment with that, and if I make it into dance team, I'll have an extra slot for Art or Journalism (still haven't decided which...). The sad thing is that I have, like, 6 core classes instead of a mere 4. 2 history, 1 science, 1 Language arts, and 2 Math (geometry and Algebra II). I'm doing good, aren't I?
Next piece of business...I finally got my laptop working, so I can finally reach my email and blog. Before I could get to like a single page, after waiting a while for it to load, but if I tried to go further it crashed. Hense, why it's been taking so long to post.
But as one flies in, another runs out. My phone also died the other day. Died died, like it won't turn on. We've yet to take it in, but we've tried everything. Stupid electronics...
~C~
Next? Well, something surprising may be that I'm skipping the whole 8th grade. It'll certainly be fun--because it means I can go straight to high school next year. And the best is my smartness doesn't finish there--I'll be taking sophmore/junior classes WITH my now few freshmen classes. Also, with my special arrangment with that, and if I make it into dance team, I'll have an extra slot for Art or Journalism (still haven't decided which...). The sad thing is that I have, like, 6 core classes instead of a mere 4. 2 history, 1 science, 1 Language arts, and 2 Math (geometry and Algebra II). I'm doing good, aren't I?
Next piece of business...I finally got my laptop working, so I can finally reach my email and blog. Before I could get to like a single page, after waiting a while for it to load, but if I tried to go further it crashed. Hense, why it's been taking so long to post.
But as one flies in, another runs out. My phone also died the other day. Died died, like it won't turn on. We've yet to take it in, but we've tried everything. Stupid electronics...
~C~
Monday, April 2, 2012
Have you ever wondered...
Have you ever wondered what it would be like to win a prize from a famous author? Well, I'm feeling it. Sure, I only won a pair of earrings themed for Angela Corbett's books, but that's pretty darn cool. And it's certainly better than nothing. It's makes me feel like I'm one in a million, and they still picked ME.
...And of course that leads me to thinking about soulmates, and how out of the million other people out there, one person is gonna pick me. ME. The girl who sits on the couch all day tapping her long fingers lightly yet rhythmically against her laptop keyboard as she types beautiful writing and angry messages. The girl who might as well sit alone at lunch because she gets no pleasure with the group she hangs with, the girl who gets all A's in school, but somehow couldn't care less if you punched her in the nose. I mean, seriously?! Who's gonna go for a woman like that?
But, of course, against all odds, someone is gonna pick me, exactly for all those reasons I just named for someone to not like me. And I'll call him crazy as I reach for his hand and grasp his warmth for my own enjoyment, and watch as he smirks in amusement, and it'll all be perfect.
Short post. Enjoy!
C
...And of course that leads me to thinking about soulmates, and how out of the million other people out there, one person is gonna pick me. ME. The girl who sits on the couch all day tapping her long fingers lightly yet rhythmically against her laptop keyboard as she types beautiful writing and angry messages. The girl who might as well sit alone at lunch because she gets no pleasure with the group she hangs with, the girl who gets all A's in school, but somehow couldn't care less if you punched her in the nose. I mean, seriously?! Who's gonna go for a woman like that?
But, of course, against all odds, someone is gonna pick me, exactly for all those reasons I just named for someone to not like me. And I'll call him crazy as I reach for his hand and grasp his warmth for my own enjoyment, and watch as he smirks in amusement, and it'll all be perfect.
Short post. Enjoy!
C
Saturday, March 31, 2012
Some old writing of mine . . .
So I was going through some old writing of mine, and came across this. I'm quite fond of it . . . so I'd thought I'd post it. Enjoy!
Idk. I just really liked that scene. There was a certain perfectness in it that I've never caught anywhere else.
Btw, that was also last year's (2011) NaNoWriMo . . . Or at least a piece of it. Most elements of it were good, the setting, some people, the classes, but things like the main character and storyline were screwed. I honestly think my first-ever story had a better storyline--and that's saying something. Speaking of my first story ever--I've been thinking of rewriting that one if I ever get another story finished. It'd definitely be cool--with extra high chances of getting published with it's content . . .
There
was a loud rap on my window that woke me right up. It was light, basing off the
little rays seeping through my curtains, which meant it was still day, and I
wondered why in the world whoever was out there would be knocking on my window
at this time, when it was even colder than usual.
I hesitantly snuck across the room,
carefully watching my step so I wouldn’t wake anyone, and slowly pulled the
curtains aside. There stood Adrian, looking absolutely perfect as always, in a
pair of long dark blue jeans, a black T-shirt shoved under a plaid
green-and-black-and-white button-up vest, wonderfully fitted to his frame to
make him appear thinner, and he wore his usual vans and accessories. There was
a bright smile on his face, the whiteness of his teeth glistening off the light
of the sun. I chuckled lightly at him, mentally congratulating him for getting
onto my balcony for once, and opened the door for him to come in. He lifted me
into the air, his hands on my waist, and twirled us around in a full circle.
“Hey, guess what?!” He asked
excitedly, but didn’t wait for me to give an answer. “I finally mastered my
fire element and passed my final exam!!” He clapped his hands together happily,
and I couldn’t help the swelling of my heart’s joyousness from this news.
“Why, that’s magnificent!” I
exclaimed, and he nodded, his face lighting up even more.
“I’m so happy.” He declared to me, and wrapped my body in a firm hug. He
started by teasingly nibbling my ear, but then his lips tenderly moved their
way towards my mouth with extra care. His hands moved along my body and
traveled to places they shouldn’t ever go to, with my clothes on or off. My
hands gained a mind of their own in reaction to his, and started prying at the
buttons of his vest, and his, as if realizing he had similar wants to mine,
pulled my red cardigan up and over my head, breaking our kiss for the tiniest
moment, but soon we had the same warm energy flowing between us once more. His
vest and my cardigan were on the floor, and his black T-shirt soon joined it,
along with my bra.
Adrian’s hands cautiously moved over
my bare skin, and he stared at me as if he were surprised of my beauty. He
repeated the same words he had after our first kiss, both a prayer and a séance
instead of a mere compliment.
“You’re…You’re amazing.” He drew me
closer, like a fisherman bringing in his catch. He was puffing hard, but once his
hands were finished exploring the available bare skin, they trailed down to the
button on my jeans, and he pulled them off with ease.
Once all our clothes were tossed
casually onto the floor, he pushed me back onto my bed and wrapped me in his
warmth. I loved the both the feeling and the scent of his skin, an unusual
cinnamon spice coating his normal musk. His kisses became greedier against my
mouth, but they were pleasurable, and with each one my happiness was taken to a
whole new level.
From the moment he did it, I knew I
wouldn’t have been satisfied if we had done it any other time. Fate had planned
it to be today, and that’s exactly when I wanted it to be. No sooner, and no
later.
For the rest of the night (or day,
if you want to be technical) he held me and whispered, “You’re amazing, little
Moroi, so so amazing,” in between each kiss. Every time he did, I knew that
little nickname had grown on me. If one day he came up to me and called me
Alicia for the rest of our life together, I would be disappointed. Just like I
would never be satisfied with anyone but Adrian being here with me, taking my
virginity with the utmost care, and holding me as cautiously as he would with a
new-born baby, but still with the blissful energy. I felt amazing and incredible and wonderful and marvelous and just
fantastic.
It was the best thing waking up at
the end of the night and feeling him nested next to me. He had obviously woken
up before me, because my head was in his lap, which was covered with the jeans
he’d been wearing earlier (and was wearing again), and my blanket was covering
my still naked body. His fingers were playing in my hair, tangling themselves
into a tighter knot in the auburn strings, and he looked down fondly at my
face, a pure smile on his face. When he watched my eyes flutter open, he smiled
more, and untangled his fingers from my hair.
“Hello beautiful,” he whispered, his
voice coated with his love and tender affection for me. I returned his smile,
and started to sit up, dragging the blanket with me to keep myself hidden
beneath it. I tore my eyes away from Adrian’s flawless face, and let them
wander around the room. Everything was as we’d left it, with his shirt and the
rest of my clothes in a pile, and the curtains open, revealing a starry night
sky. My gaze made it over to my alarm clock when my eyes widened, realizing I
was late for my first two classes.
Adrian’s hands caught my shoulder
before I could bolt, and gently massaged the spot he had grabbed as he chuckled
lightly. “It’s okay, little Moroi, I called the office while you were sleeping
to tell them you weren’t feeling well enough to leave bed, so that’s where
you’ll be staying for the rest of the day.” His words relaxed me, as did his
touch, and I leaned back into his bare chest. He pressed something soft—his
lips?—into my hair and slipped his arms around me and pulled me into his lap.
“How are you feeling?” He asked nonchalantly, and I smirked at his casual
question.
“Absolutely perfect.”
Idk. I just really liked that scene. There was a certain perfectness in it that I've never caught anywhere else.
Btw, that was also last year's (2011) NaNoWriMo . . . Or at least a piece of it. Most elements of it were good, the setting, some people, the classes, but things like the main character and storyline were screwed. I honestly think my first-ever story had a better storyline--and that's saying something. Speaking of my first story ever--I've been thinking of rewriting that one if I ever get another story finished. It'd definitely be cool--with extra high chances of getting published with it's content . . .
Gifts of the People
I think everyone has a gift, a talent, a need to share themself with the world and let themself shine. For some, it is hard to meet their dreams, stealing as many years from time as they can to hone their gift, until the right moment comes and they are finally forced into making the star in theirself glimmer in the breathtaking spot light. For others, it comes differently. Some rush into it, sure of their dream from the moment they take their first breath. I'm a little like that, I suppose you might say.
As a young teenage writer, I know life has been kind to me. I have a room over my head, two supporting parents (when they aren't yelling at me because I did some wrong), ambition, and as much as I try to be modest about it, talent. I many elements in my life that make me who I am--which I haven't really figured out yet. My friends are always telling me what I am: caring, beautiful, fashionable . . . but I don't know how to believe that. Yet. I think someday, maybe someday, I just have to proove to myself that I am all those things, like I've already made them believe.
Anyways, when I was younger, I didn't have the luxury of writing like I do these days. I had music--I was singing before I could talk--and art. Creativity and imagination as a bonus. Maybe plop a romance in there that I didn't understand. I honestly thought I was going to be a famous singer like Taylor Swift someday. She was my superstar--my role model. But learning of her music is also what caused me to drift farther and farther from my at-home family, the seperation still remaining today. Not the point here. Moving on . . .
But as I said, I did have creativity and imagination, like most children. Like most of my friends, I was tagged in Talented and Gifted, and at recess we'd have live role plays where we'd love and fight bad guys. It was our life. Most of all, it was real.
Time skip, and we're in fifth grade. I've started my first book, inspired after being introduced to the realm of young adult books. I never did finish that book, but it was a good start. I can now see how that led into the development I have today.
Skip another year, and I'm being homeschooled online because I'm so smart the school couldn't keep up with me. I've started another book, having abandoned the other, and it takes me months to get 5,000 words before I finally get stuck and start another, playing with the greek gods like I'd always loved. I found the school NaNoWriMo club--a basic writer's club for anyone who wrote books. You didn't have to participate in the activity. You just had to write.
Anyways, the support of all the people in the club is what helped me finish that third book. Novella, if you wanna classify it correctly, but I'd never been so proud. 18,000 words in one book, and I was finished, already set up for sequel and gaining more skill and development with every word I wrote.
Fast forward to today, and I actually haven't finished another piece, unless you count the small novelette I did in January. But I do have good starts on every piece I have saved either on my jump drive or my computer--and I plan to finish something before the end of June. Before the end of the school year.
If there's one thing that I have learned from my journey of talent, it's that convincing the world you have talent is the easy part. Convincing yourself, and learning to stand on your own two feet is the hard part. I have myself pretty convinced--and I truthfully must say I have no doubts that I'll be published someday. That maybe one day--I'll be drinkingcoffee eww, no, not coffee, flavored water with Cynthia Hand and Richelle Mead getting ready for a tour or something because I'm a bestseller. Why a bestseller, when I'm supposedly so modest? It's not for the fame, I'll tell you that. It's to have touched someone's life--someone's heart--so deeply that they cried or laughed. That they felt for the characters.
Another thing: Don't deny yourself, your heart, from doing what it needs to. You'll become stronger just by leading yourself on the right path--and not letting anyone else choose for you. That's how you'll win. That's how everyone will win.
Love you <3
Cassandra Bloom, the someday bestselling author
As a young teenage writer, I know life has been kind to me. I have a room over my head, two supporting parents (when they aren't yelling at me because I did some wrong), ambition, and as much as I try to be modest about it, talent. I many elements in my life that make me who I am--which I haven't really figured out yet. My friends are always telling me what I am: caring, beautiful, fashionable . . . but I don't know how to believe that. Yet. I think someday, maybe someday, I just have to proove to myself that I am all those things, like I've already made them believe.
Anyways, when I was younger, I didn't have the luxury of writing like I do these days. I had music--I was singing before I could talk--and art. Creativity and imagination as a bonus. Maybe plop a romance in there that I didn't understand. I honestly thought I was going to be a famous singer like Taylor Swift someday. She was my superstar--my role model. But learning of her music is also what caused me to drift farther and farther from my at-home family, the seperation still remaining today. Not the point here. Moving on . . .
But as I said, I did have creativity and imagination, like most children. Like most of my friends, I was tagged in Talented and Gifted, and at recess we'd have live role plays where we'd love and fight bad guys. It was our life. Most of all, it was real.
Time skip, and we're in fifth grade. I've started my first book, inspired after being introduced to the realm of young adult books. I never did finish that book, but it was a good start. I can now see how that led into the development I have today.
Skip another year, and I'm being homeschooled online because I'm so smart the school couldn't keep up with me. I've started another book, having abandoned the other, and it takes me months to get 5,000 words before I finally get stuck and start another, playing with the greek gods like I'd always loved. I found the school NaNoWriMo club--a basic writer's club for anyone who wrote books. You didn't have to participate in the activity. You just had to write.
Anyways, the support of all the people in the club is what helped me finish that third book. Novella, if you wanna classify it correctly, but I'd never been so proud. 18,000 words in one book, and I was finished, already set up for sequel and gaining more skill and development with every word I wrote.
Fast forward to today, and I actually haven't finished another piece, unless you count the small novelette I did in January. But I do have good starts on every piece I have saved either on my jump drive or my computer--and I plan to finish something before the end of June. Before the end of the school year.
If there's one thing that I have learned from my journey of talent, it's that convincing the world you have talent is the easy part. Convincing yourself, and learning to stand on your own two feet is the hard part. I have myself pretty convinced--and I truthfully must say I have no doubts that I'll be published someday. That maybe one day--I'll be drinking
Another thing: Don't deny yourself, your heart, from doing what it needs to. You'll become stronger just by leading yourself on the right path--and not letting anyone else choose for you. That's how you'll win. That's how everyone will win.
Love you <3
Cassandra Bloom, the someday bestselling author
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Friday, March 30, 2012
Felt the Need to Post These Lyrics
Idk why, but when this song came on my playlist, I felt the need to post them. They're so . . . true. And me. Like they describe me in a way I can't even admit to myself. Story of my life.
[Jordin]
Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air
If I should die before I wake
It's 'cause you took my breath away
Losing you is like living in a world with no air
Oh
[Chris Brown]
I'm here alone, didn't wanna leave
My heart won't move, it's incomplete
Wish there was a way that I can make you understand
[Jordin]
But how do you expect me
to live alone with just me
'Cause my world revolves around you
It's so hard for me to breathe
[Chorus:]
Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air
Can't live, can't breathe with no air
It's how I feel whenever you ain't there
It's no air, no air
Got me out here in the water so deep
Tell me how you gonna be without me
If you ain't here, I just can't breathe
It's no air, no air
No air, air
No air, air
No air, air
No air, air
[Chris Brown]
I walked, I ran, I jumped, I flew
Right off the ground to float to you
There's no gravity to hold me down for real
[Jordin]
But somehow I'm still alive inside
You took my breath, but I survived
I don't know how, but I don't even care
[Both:]
So how do you expect me
to live alone with just me
'Cause my world revolves around you
It's so hard for me to breathe
[Chorus]
No air, air
No air, air
No air, air
No air, air
No more
It's no air, no air
[Chorus]
No air, air
No air, air
No air, air
No air, air
Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air
Can't live, can't breathe with no air
It's how I feel whenever you ain't there
It's no air, no air
Got me out here in the water so deep
Tell me how you gonna be without me
If you ain't here, I just can't breathe
It's no air, no air
No air, air
No air, air
No air, air
No air
That's all for today :) It just sorta reminds me how if I only had the rest of today to live . . . I'd want to be with those I love, because without them my life would mean nothing. I wouldn't have air. I would just be another corpse drowning out in the deep waters. So thanks to those of you who choose to make my life mean something((:
[Jordin]
Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air
If I should die before I wake
It's 'cause you took my breath away
Losing you is like living in a world with no air
Oh
[Chris Brown]
I'm here alone, didn't wanna leave
My heart won't move, it's incomplete
Wish there was a way that I can make you understand
[Jordin]
But how do you expect me
to live alone with just me
'Cause my world revolves around you
It's so hard for me to breathe
[Chorus:]
Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air
Can't live, can't breathe with no air
It's how I feel whenever you ain't there
It's no air, no air
Got me out here in the water so deep
Tell me how you gonna be without me
If you ain't here, I just can't breathe
It's no air, no air
No air, air
No air, air
No air, air
No air, air
[Chris Brown]
I walked, I ran, I jumped, I flew
Right off the ground to float to you
There's no gravity to hold me down for real
[Jordin]
But somehow I'm still alive inside
You took my breath, but I survived
I don't know how, but I don't even care
[Both:]
So how do you expect me
to live alone with just me
'Cause my world revolves around you
It's so hard for me to breathe
[Chorus]
No air, air
No air, air
No air, air
No air, air
No more
It's no air, no air
[Chorus]
No air, air
No air, air
No air, air
No air, air
Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air
Can't live, can't breathe with no air
It's how I feel whenever you ain't there
It's no air, no air
Got me out here in the water so deep
Tell me how you gonna be without me
If you ain't here, I just can't breathe
It's no air, no air
No air, air
No air, air
No air, air
No air
That's all for today :) It just sorta reminds me how if I only had the rest of today to live . . . I'd want to be with those I love, because without them my life would mean nothing. I wouldn't have air. I would just be another corpse drowning out in the deep waters. So thanks to those of you who choose to make my life mean something((:
Thursday, March 29, 2012
Excerpts of Mine--From Various Works
So I finally decided something: Imma post some excerpts of some of my stories. They are sorta randomized, and I'll have headers of what story they came from, maybe a synopsis if I'm feeling generous, but otherwise that's all the excitement that's ranking out today. Hope you enjoy!
First up, I got a few from the famously labeled Prologue! xD The first is a little gruesome, but it's a great way to start, in my oppinion . . .
a-ha, look at her ass, Peter!” John elbowed him friend’s stomach and
pointed off at some blonde-haired girl who had her back to the two comical
boys. Peter laughed, his face turning red at the sight of the girl. “It’s all
rumpled.” John went on. Peter snickered and shoved his friend, causing John to
be set slightly off balance.
~andies: a comic relief. It's not all serious in the book, quite the opposite...lol reminds me of a conversation Jessica and I had earlier *pause on excerpts*
Jess: Where do the angels have a place in this?
Me: I have no idea . . . I don't think they do. Maybe Heaven burned out or something *chuckles*
Jess: Well it's a little disconcerning to think about demons defending us while angels, the ones who are SUPPOSED to be here, are just out gallavanting around the universe
Me: XD *snickers* it's actually quite funny that way . . .
Jess: It's disconcerning!
Me: Maybe they're on lunch break xD
I mean seriously?! How awesome is that? xD~
Cora just makes me laugh. Especially in this scene lol. Okay enough excerpts from this book--I'll move on to a few others before I shut down and go to sleep (I'm already in bed ;) ).
This is the beginning to a story I haven't touched in a while, but I completely love it now I that I go back and look at it. Btw, this one's called, "The End."
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One more, this one's called The Hunted (if I ever get to it the sequels will be called The Gifted and The Taken. I really have good ideas for these :) I even used to have a synopsis . . .but idk where it went so now you get this)
Hope you enjoyed that, have a nice day!
~C~
First up, I got a few from the famously labeled Prologue! xD The first is a little gruesome, but it's a great way to start, in my oppinion . . .
Prologue
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“Her butt’s not
rumpled, it just looks that way because it’s small and she’s wearing baggy
jeans. I think her ass would look
wonderful in my bed.” The two boys laughed and walked off to get to their next
classes. Her barren black eyes were on them though, as they continued on with
their lives.
That night, they were
murdered mercilessly. Their skin completely shed from their bodies; it left their
beds soaked with blood. But their faces, which had been spared of the curse and
were still wrapped with a human’s outer layer, were twisted in horrific agony
as if they still wanted to scream but somehow couldn’t.
Before their murderer
leapt from their windowsill she turned to them and whispered, “This is what you
get for the sins you’ve committed.” And for the moon, she swept back her hair
to reveal a dark scarred tattoo on the back of her neck. It was a knot,
symbolizing that she was deeply tied to her own mistakes, but somehow she knew
she would get herself untangled from the horrible man who held her soul.
She looked up to the
stars and wished on one. Although her wish was more of a statement, her intent
was clear.
“I will find you.”
~andies:a short one~
“This is damn
scary—not to mention creepy . . .” Aaron muttered, daringly letting himself
become vulnerable in that cellar. And for a moment, he could see all of his
fears, all neatly laid out in a row. Each just as flauntingly rare as the one
before, he couldn’t bare to face any of them.
The unknown.
Attachment.
Fear. Fear of fear. Ironic, he knew,
but it was inevitable.
And
perhaps the scariest of all . . . love. ~andies: a comic relief. It's not all serious in the book, quite the opposite...lol reminds me of a conversation Jessica and I had earlier *pause on excerpts*
Jess: Where do the angels have a place in this?
Me: I have no idea . . . I don't think they do. Maybe Heaven burned out or something *chuckles*
Jess: Well it's a little disconcerning to think about demons defending us while angels, the ones who are SUPPOSED to be here, are just out gallavanting around the universe
Me: XD *snickers* it's actually quite funny that way . . .
Jess: It's disconcerning!
Me: Maybe they're on lunch break xD
I mean seriously?! How awesome is that? xD~
“We’ll get all
this sorted out tomorrow.” Jeremy cut in suddenly. “Dawn is almost upon us—and
the boss only gets crankier the more time he spends with people so I don’t
think you’d like to spend the day on a play date with him.”
“I think he’s just naturally like that
all the time.” William pointed out, smiling. “Perhaps it’s from lack of
coffee?”
“Coffee isn’t the answer to every
problem in the world, Will . . .” Aaron replied flippantly.
“Maybe not, but it sure helps.” Jeremy
agreed; the whole group started emptying towards the door.
“It’s a disgusting substance, I don’t
see how it could help with anything except maybe making me barf.” Aaron joked,
and watched Jeremy roll his eyes. Cora chuckled at the men, smoothing some hair
behind her ear as she watched them, amused.
“Well, men, I must be off, but you’ll
be hearing from me,” Cora goodbyed them and left after, walking through the
door Jeremy held open for her. Next William tipped his non-existent hat and
lifted his own coat from the coat rack.
“Same here; c’est la vie,” he called
annoyingly before disappearing into the night, which was quickly evaporating
into day. Aaron wished it would come fast enough to turn fragile Cora to
dust—but that was too much to hope for, wasn’t it?
“So, Jeremy, I need to sleep and I’d
assume you do too.” Aaron started.
“That I do.” Jeremy replied
“Is my bed made?”
“Like a king’s, boss.”
“Then I’m going to retire to my room
and you’re free for the day.”
~I swear, I love arguing about coffee :D The final one:~
“Gods, do I have to get up?” He whined to no one in
particular, not expecting an answer as he savored a few more moments in his
comfy, wonderful bed.
“Yes, Mr. King, you do.”
At the sound of the voice Aaron burst
straight up, eyes bulging, and met the eyes of his intruder. None other than
Coralina, her hair and clothing somehow even more extraordinary than that night
before. Her dark hair was curly today, the spirals pinned directly above her
ear, creating a side ponytail that only made her oval-shaped face look even
more angelic. Her attire was more casual than before—long light-colored jean
shorts that reached until they were right above her knees, a deep red collared
v-neck shirt with short sleeves covering her top, and a leather chord without a
charm resting on her collarbone.
Her eyes also seemed to soak into him
as he looked her over. He was shirtless—he knew—with nothing but black boxers
on the bottom, and he suddenly felt very uncomfortable with her eyes pouring
into him, drinking every curved muscle that sculpted his tan chest. He wanted
to run away.
“What are you doing here? Didn’t it
just turn dark?” Aaron asked feebly. Her amber eyes met his, only making his
heart pound harder. Why was she so relaxed in the presence of an almost naked
man—one who could rip her apart if he so desired? Though that would take a lot
of self-control, which after his recent performances he would say he was
seriously lacking in.
“The sun set a little early today. It
is winter after all. Anyways, when it set I decided to come over and Jeremy
said I could wait for you to wake up and said you probably wouldn’t mind if I
waited for you here so I did.” She explained, that rhythmic thing in her voice
again. When Aaron didn’t reply, too breathless to even speak, she continued.
“You sleep weird. You do that weird thing that humans do.”
Finding this funny and letting the
thought entertain himself enough to comfort him, he stretched and let out a
small yawn. “It’s called snoring, darlin’, and every male on this planet does
it. Get used to it.” She frowned, crinkling her nose. Aaron didn’t like that
expression on her face.
“My last boyfriend didn’t do it . . .”
The word ‘boyfriend’ made his heart sweep. What was this? He hadn’t ever had
feelings like this before she took those stilettos that were on her feet and
stepped into this house—and suddenly he knew what having his heart have weight
dropped on it felt like? And how come all he wanted to do was sweep her up in
his arms and do dirty things with her ‘til the crack of dawn? And, most of all:
Was she feeling any of this too?
Pushing thoughts of her away, he
turned away. “Well then, maybe he’s the weird one.” He paused, a sigh reaching
his lips as he forced himself to say the next thing. “Now will you please get
out of my room? I’d like to get dressed.” Wordlessly, he heard her leave the
room, quietly shutting the door behind her.
Letting out a breath of release, Aaron
roughly shoved a hand through his long, messy blonde hair in efforts to calm
himself. But of course that didn’t work in any way, shape, or form. It just
made him more frustrated with the fact that he couldn’t get his mind off of
her. Granted, it might be hard since he could only imagine she was right
outside his door . . .
Okay, not helping, he snapped at his
mind.Cora just makes me laugh. Especially in this scene lol. Okay enough excerpts from this book--I'll move on to a few others before I shut down and go to sleep (I'm already in bed ;) ).
This is the beginning to a story I haven't touched in a while, but I completely love it now I that I go back and look at it. Btw, this one's called, "The End."
Chapter 1~
The First Day
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largest pain woke me that morning. It had hit me in my sleep too, but in my
groggy state I’d been able to keep it at bay. But it hadn’t left yet, and not
it was gonna have its full affect.
I bolt straight up right, the pain
tearing at all of me; my skin, my brain, my insides, my sanity. Momentarily the pain was subdued by the dizziness that came
with the quickness of my movement, but then I felt it searing through me again,
it’s slithering worse than that of a snake.
Of course, I’d felt this before, but
its effects had never been this strong, pulsing in a way that made my body
shake in huge tremors every time a beat came around. My breath was ragged as it
tried to swallow me whole, and the stars spinning through my mind made me wish
they would stop taunting me and really make me faint so I could escape this
Hell-hole.
And then, after a moment, it was
satisfied with my low groans and was gone, leaving me to remake my messed-up
bed, and before I could do that, un-knit my fingernails from the fabric of the
bed. It took a few seconds for my heart to restart itself, and after that I
wished it truly had swallow me so I didn’t have to suffer through the disaster
I knew today would be.
This was a great way to start my first
try of senior year high school.
* * *
An hour
later, after adeptly tossing out the breakfast my aunt tried to force down my
throat and easily evading her repeated attempts to brush my unmade hair, London
pulled up in her bright yellow convertible Mustang.
London wasn’t exactly as close as a normal
best friend would be to be, but if you take it to literal terms, she was the
best friend I had. She made living with my aunt a little more worth it. She was
a sweet popular prep, an overachiever
that lived on the leadership team. A complete opposite to me, but I enjoyed her
attention, though I would never admit to it, and she enjoyed mine.
I slipped into her car, not bothering
to take off my black shoulder bag as I clipped my seatbelt shut.
“Hey Cass,” she greeted me, a smile on
her cherry red lips. She looked just as good as ever, her gorgeous red hair
pulled into elegant curls in her ponytail, a tad of blue eye-shadow brimming
her blue eyes, and black mascara applied thickly to her lashes. A fringed jean
short-skirt tightened with a silken white belt wrapped her tan legs and her
tight red v-neck t-shirt went around her, not letting a curve hide itself from
the rest of the world. Sometimes, I sorta wished I could have such good natural
features that could be enhanced that way, but mostly I was happy with my dyed
black hair, black clothing, and metal spiked black combat boots.
“It’s Cassidy and you know it.” I
replied, absentmindedly casting a smile in her direction as well. I saw her eye
my boots and outfit disapprovingly, and I knew what was coming next.
“You know, you should let me dress you
sometime.” She suggested, and I snorted.
“Ha-ha very funny.”
“You know, I still hold a claim on you
for prom night,” she told me, and I half-groaned.
“I’m only going if I get a date—you
know that.” I replied, and she lightly punched my shoulder.
“I’ll find you a date. And then I’ll
make you more beautiful than Cinderella,” she said, winking in my direction.
Another groan. “Oh come on, there are plenty of guys who’d go with you.” The
unwritten line in her plan was that any guy would go with me—if she bribed
them. Last year that was how I got good dates to all of the dance, and for some
reason I didn’t want that this year. If I was going stag, or not at all, so be
it. I was fine with that, as long as I didn’t feel as if I were cheating the
whole thing.
“No guy would be caught dead with me,
especially at prom. So stop being so delusional. If some guy can ask me without
having to be bribed, I will give him some serious thought, but I promise
nothing else. I doubt anyone will, though.” I stated, and watched as a
mysterious grin washed over her features.
“There’s still the rest of the year to
win over ‘some guy’s’ heart.” True, very true . . .
For some reason I just really like London. I wish the rest of what I had planned would work out. Maybe though I could work it out differently . . .One more, this one's called The Hunted (if I ever get to it the sequels will be called The Gifted and The Taken. I really have good ideas for these :) I even used to have a synopsis . . .but idk where it went so now you get this)
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hat stalker truly had no idea what was
coming to him if he didn’t leave me alone. He’d been following me in his cherry
red truck for the last fifteen minutes as I walked home from work. It had
started off with a casual, “Hey, do you
need a ride?” and quickly changed to, “ALICE GET IN THE CAR!” when I ignored
him.
Of
course, that was when I started running. Any guy who knew my real name was bad
news.
As
soon as I broke into a sprint the block came to an end. And he pulled out in
front of me. I had lightning quick reflexes, so I stopped myself before I could
because the sidewalk paint, but I still bumped into his truck. When I didn’t
succeed in getting the heck out of there, he plucked me up at my waist with
strong hands and brought me in, closing the door behind me.
”Nice of you to join me, Miss Alice.”
“LET
ME OUT!” I shrieked repeatedly,
fighting the arms that somehow managed to restrain me and drive at the same
time. I needed to get away. This man, no matter how old or young, was bad.
And
I always get what I want.
The
first question wasn’t how I was gonna get out. It was how am I gonna get out
alive? The car was moving at a very fast pace, meaning if I even somehow got
out of his tentacles and out the door I’d still be sidewalk paint. That meant I
would have to wait until we got to where he was taking me, where there would
most likely be more men like him. And I didn’t like the sounds of that.
But
the knowledge having to wait didn’t keep me from making this man’s life as complicated
as I could. I thrashed around the truck as much as I could, but making sure the
door was off limits. Accidents are possible,
and that was not one I would appreciate.
I screamed when he shoved the nose of a
gun to my forehead. I froze.
“Now,
Alice, I just want to talk to you. We have two ways to do that. I can force
you, though I certainly don’t want to kill you, or you can come willingly.” I
remained still. If he was telling the truth, he truly had no wants to kill me,
but if I gave him any reason for his finger to slip on the trigger, I would be
dead. That was also an accident I didn’t want to happen.
When
I remained still he took back the gun. I then noticed the car was stopped
fully, but I didn’t dare glance outside. Who knows what he’d do to me in the
time it took me to look away. I did, however, avert my eyes from his.
“Alice?”
He asked, his voice demanding that I look back at him. I didn’t listen. “Alice,
look at me.” I noticed he wasn’t touching me skin-to-skin at all. When he had
grabbed me and restrained me, he’d been holding onto my clothing, and I’d been
fighting arms that had long sleeves covering them. And he wasn’t touching me
now, not forcing me to look at him. Even when he pointed the gun at me, the
cool metal had been pressed to my forehead. Either there was something wrong
with him, or something wrong with me.
And
I was guessing it was the latter.
Hope you enjoyed that, have a nice day!
~C~
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